Saturday, December 10, 2011
Showing ur true self
How much in percentage do u show ur true self ? thats the question i asked myself sometimes ... my answer would be it varies
in work is about 20% ... reason being ... eyes and mouths are everywhere .. u really wont know who is listening , who is spreading ... as a matter of fact ... i dun really trust many pple over here ... even the pple whom i have to trust .. i always make sure i keep a certain distance ...
friends and colleagues is 2 different things ... but i think its work that prevent that from happening ... when shit happens will cause a rift deep inside ... and personally ... some where within there is always grudge among my colleagues ... there is always thing i dun enjoy doing for them
i always choose to stay neutral.... not getting involved in politics ... and being really quiet ... just obeying orders ...
among class mates and my ns buddies will be around 80-90% .. and really old friends will be 100% .... even personal things u can pour out completely ...
so thats me ... not sure how it is for the rest ... but there will always be things u dun wish everyone will know.
Ever since my days in air force ... my physical workout has been much lesser
jogging on weekdays are non-existent ... never had the energy to do anything else but to rest when i reached home ...
physical workout starts from the mind ... especially for running .. u need a strong one. My mind is only telling me not to run because i am really tired lol ... and this happens everyday after work ...
Things should be different once sch starts .. more time for me to manage ... and i really cant stress enough how much i hate waking up so damn early for work ...
would very much prefer either 9-6 or 8-5 instead of 8.30-6 or 8-5.30 ... u will be amazed how much that 30 minutes can do sometimes ... and its alot for me ... but not too bad for part time since its extra 30 minutes of pay ... definitely a thumbs down for full time extra 30 minutes of rest or going home 30 minutes earlier ...
anyway 3 more weeks before getting the fuck out of this place ... with most of the things settled ... uni life is waiting for me already ... and i cant wait for it to start !
there are friends who is working and taking part time .. yes its a more viable option ... u at least have income but .. 2 major cons ...
u dun have a social life in school and its going to be taxing for ur mind ... my opinion ... university for most pple would be the last stage of ur education path ... by taking part time is just not utilizing ur student life completely ...
i certainly do not want to skip this ... besides after this will be 100% in the work force ... really nothing to miss out .. but certainly not everyone's perception ... just felt money will never be earned enough
10:45 PM
