Saturday, December 31, 2011
End of temp job
my temp job has ended .... quite unlikely i will do any temp again .. but even if i needed to do ... wont venture to this place again .... just horrible work wise ... too much tracking and scope varies just way too much
had lunch treat ytd and today ....ytd with colleagues and today with pple outside of my department ... have to say its much more fun than eating with my own colleagues ...
reason being is normally we dun talk about anything else besides work... boss is the only person i can relate things outside from work ... thats really the problem with this place ... same department but in different worlds ... can say my personality doesnt clique with any of them except boss tho ...
first time in my life when i eat with a person we dun talk at all ... from the time we walk out of the office => eat => go back office .. things that we talked about seems forced and unnatural ... in the end its awkward. its definitely them and not me ....
anytime when i eat out with pple outside of department ... always can find something to talk about and relate ... includes gossiping of course lol ... all this always comes naturally ....
thats what makes this place(my department) so boring ... and things that makes a place boring is the pple ...
enjoyed my time today with the peeps ... too bad i dun have enough chocolates for everyone ... but handshake to bid goodbye was more than enough ...
weird thing is felt abit sad when i leave the place and knowing most probably wont be back at all .... i realize its really the pple who treated me well that makes me miss this place ... mainly boss and pple(outside of my department) who had helped me all along ...
i sometime wonder why pple not from my department can be even be more helpful than my colleagues !? worse getting scrutinize for the stupidest reason
these pple easily includes around 10-20 persons ... not for them my life here will be so dull and boring ... since my department is always work and more work ...
now ... today i gave around 40 pieces of chocolates ... the usual reply should be thanks , take care, all the best ... one exception i got was "rocher is expensive" ... i mean wtf seriously ... i was the one who bought it and of course i know its expensive ...
i bought it to give to best of my capability ... and thats the shit i get instead ... speechless ... should sent these pple to go for some communicating course and personal development ... something must be wrong in their brain...
although i refuse to agree when others say u are stuck up , screw up ...
sometimes i really think otherwise ... i really can understand why ... u are just too difficult to communicate with
well ... guess there is always these pple everywhere ...
now that i am gone i guess my role will also be passed to the new colleague ... if it really happens .. wish her all the best ... definitely wont be easy ... and its just worse with the combination of pple in the office ...
and to the idiot who gave me so much errands to do even on my last day ... enjoy doing all of that shit urself from next week onwards lol
it came down a mix of frustration and happiness in the end ...
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