Friday, January 01, 2010
Friendships
So far been around 2 weeks with my new vocation ... combat medic ... still remembered on day 1 with all the unfamiliar faces ... at least thought would know a few from my previous bunk mates but no ..
People here are a mix ... most of the pple are either just pass ippt or mostly obese pple who failed their ippt ... me being with around 4-5 pple in the silver category in my own platoon alone ... and one platoon best gold ippt can end up here as well ...
very often u will ask urself why u are with them in the first place while half of my platoon mates are at sispec .... but right now i have accept it as a fact ... It got so bad in day 1 especially when u have no one to turn to that u are engulfed with loneliness ... have to msg my friend for some comfort ..
but within a few days i was already with my new clique of friends ... that few i could open my mind with ... and will be spending 3 more months with ... so far so good ...
my own bmtc bunk mates just called me ytd to hang around for the count down and asking about my whereabouts .. i always thought friends are like a routine and changes once u reach another environment and u will forget them gradually... but i guess not for these bmtc friends ..
gotta thanks ervine and marcus for hearing me out ... comforts me pretty much talking to u guys ... hope to hang out with u guys again soon enough :)
made myself look bad for thinking u guys actually forgotten about me right away once u guys enter sispec ...
For now .. i guess i just have to concentrate on my current vocation and work hard for navy and air force posts ... as for scorpion coy section 1 platoon mates ... may i wish all my buddies all the best in becoming their future 3rd sergeants :)
10:20 PM
Thursday, December 10, 2009
The beginning
Pop-ed on tuesday ... the feeling was really great especially the part we did the mini- jockey cap drill ... 1 check 1 .. and we were all prepared to throw our caps off ...
its like a promotion to private once we did that .. fucking off from loathsome pple is a bliss ... but cant guarantee there wont be such pple in new units ..
at the same time separating with buddies who were together for every lessons during the times when there are pple who chao keng with slightest fever *fuck up buddy* :)
it was also that period for pple who stayed over endured the boring rehearsals together, complain together, having jokes to lighten up the mood, criticizing although we know we still have to rehearse, cleaning up the bunk till tip-top condition with like half of the section mates when most went home because of fever and mild fever ....
..... all that made the bonds even stronger ... kudos guys ... we could say we fully pop-ed together
i bid those fuck up pple goodbyes without handshakes during pop , or i am half-hearted while doing so .. hope u can feel it ... i almost wanted to ignore u when u offer a handshake to me ........
and i wish u best of luck in ur new vocation .. u gotta need it ... for someone with great patience and endurance like me to be able to piss off by u ... u are really smth ... one in the world ... stay within ur own world ... dun burden other pple :) i will wish for not having to see ur fuck face ever again :) ... u can be in the care of ur parents ... but even till ur old ? and making ur then weak old parents to still take care of u ? good luck ..
to my section mate buddies (u know who u are) ... i wish u guys all the best ... getting the vocations u guys strife so hard for ..
till then .. its time to relax
10:07 PM
Friday, November 27, 2009
Bondings
whats left now is only soc games day and the 24km march ... after soc should be more relaxing than before ...
anyway at this stage ... quite thankful i get to get into my own section where everyone are just like buddies with the exception of some rotten shit of course ... 2 to be specific ... and i was right .. i am not the only feeling the same way ...infact everyone is aware ...
the only thing preventing from punching ur fuck face is for my weekends and going to db and not giving trouble for my parents ... plz remember that fuck face ... putting through u for 7 weeks is a fucking pain in the ass ...
on the other hand .. joking around and having fun chess games with my section mates are really enjoyable ... things like that just makes time pass faster ... and makes me feel proud to be with my own section ...
not sure whether my 2.4km is around 9 minutes 40 or 50 + ... kind of curious since the run for the final ippt was more relaxing ... than the previous ... still need to work on my pull ups tho .. 2 more for gold but i only know i have silver for sure for final ippt ...
SOC gonna be very tough ... didint know swing trainer is that tough until i hang and realize how heavy i am ... gonna work hard and not coming back for re-soc .. argh ... FIGHTING!!
10:08 AM
Friday, November 20, 2009
pending pop , soc , sit test
Around 3 more weeks and i will pop ... have to admit it was fun especially with good friends around ... and new friendships that are forged with simple reasons ...
people i hated right at the start eventually became my better friends as compared to my own buddies and pple i thought i could get along well with .. but well there are always bad apples among the good ones ...
quite okay with my section at least except 3 or 4 guys ... and seriously .. having a retarded buddy is pain in the ass
.... really dunno how anyone could think that they are AFRAID of going OCS because he ASSUME he will do TOO well for his upcoming sit test .... saying things like that right before the test ... not sure how he get the confidence from ... especially for having a retarded face and body language in the first place
as if ocs is even easy to get in in the first place ... aside from that ... he THINKS he have leadership qualities just because our di appointed him a few times to become IC for firing drills ... wow ... if thats the case everyone have leadership qualities as well ? since everyone have the chance to do it as well ? .. sigh ..
thankfully i am not the only one who think he is a retard .... few guys humor me by making fun of him ... jokes that could make my day easily
IPPT Sibei jialat
SOC lagi worst !
this lyrics part of purple light song ... i thought it wouldnt be this bad but after todays soc ... i really cant agree more ... the worst would be the run right after all the 11 obstacles ... 200 m and i was shag like a dog ... but i gonna thank the guy to help me pace the run ....
left with 3 more items until a good 1 week + break .. cant wait for it ... fighting !!!
7:17 PM
Saturday, October 31, 2009
1/3 mark
finally one month ended ... this week did live grenade... more soc and road march .. and i must say soc is a pain ... difficult to imagine doing soc with lbv helmet rifle for now ...
my mom's friend son lost 6 kg during this one month ... and i didnt lose any weight .. infact i gained weight ... dun really know how to explain this other than gaining back the weight as soon as i lose some ...was sure i sweat like a dog during pt and st ... anyway the more impt thing is i got more strength power in the process ...
but losing some weight will really make arms to support my body easily ... might need to do smth about it like not taking the sweet drinks anymore ...
as usual we have our favorite friday .... but this time round we got the chance to watch s-league at jalan besar .... it was boring most of the time ... but i have to admit there were times i was watching hoping for a goal ... and everyone was just excited during the last few minutes for our official book out time ...
was really lucky to get a ride on my dad's car this time round .... else it will be hell of a long trip to go home ... sigh tml booking back in and this emo feeling is already kicking in again ... but well to think that everyone have to go through this makes me feel more at ease at least ....
monday will be live firing .. thusday or friday will be the mock ippt again ... pretty sure this time round it will be a minimum 6 pull ups ... and it dropped from 9 to 5 ...now 6 ... one of the reason is i have more weight to pull now ... more or less should be the meals i am taking ...
More importantly ... those who fail is almost a guarantee rt till sat .. something i will make sure it will never happen to me at least ... Fighting for book out time that is
7:14 PM
Sunday, October 25, 2009
army life starts
1st few weeks were the worst when my body is not used to constant push ups and exercise ... cant even rest when my whole body is still aching ...
lucky for oct intake and we have deevapali .... one week confinement and booking out the next week ... really lucky ... cant imagine myself surviving 2 weeks of confinement ...
also gonna mention how lucky for me to get into a good coy ... cant ask for more ... good welfare and stuff ... warrant officers are great ... nth to complain about ....
More stuff are about to come ... live grenade tml ... soc ... road march ..
field camp ... "they say what , just do what" thats what one of the regulars in my bunk told us ...
have been following instructions so far and not gotten into any shit yet ... hope it stays that way ... having weekends burn off is really a pain and currently have a good 3-4 hrs before booking in ... and the boredom is already starting to kick in ....
the only thing i remind myself is most people have already been through what i am going through now , done it , survive it ... serve and fuck off ... still very early for me to say this but i am having this mindset at the earliest stage ... .
strangely though ... wished i could get picked up for ocs or sispec ... not because i am enthusiastic .... just that i want to make use of my 2 years in there ....
got to start pushing myself more and to take all the training like a real man ...
one of my bunk mates happen to play warcraft standard as well ... and when talking about the achievements i made until now ... i know myself that the gaming competitively will still run in my blood ...
nth beats the satisfaction of being top 3 in any competition and getting photographed for ur achievement and the route to go through to reach that achievement .... my semi-pro gaming (part time gamer) will probably continue in sc2 ... not sure how well .. but will just try
Coninute fighting !! all recruits !!
2:38 PM
Tuesday, October 06, 2009
Pre-enlistment day ....
tml will finally be the day i enlist to the army .... well the few weeks prior to this day actually went through quite slow and good... and there is lots of mixed feelings within me ...
i feel quite emo right now .... but at the same time anticipating of what's ahead of me ...i am sure i will be missing my comfortable home and my family .. sigh ...
my mom even asked me whether i wanted her to accompany me during the enlisting but i said it wasnt necessary ... i didnt tell her why though ... but the truth is i will feel sad and perhaps get teary eyed when i have to bid her goodbye ..
hair gone is one thing ... gonna miss my games and the holiday life i had ... a good thing i didnt buy the ps3 yet since i could get the slim instead ....... but definitely going to buy it once blazblue cs is out ...
driving license .... uni apps ... so much more .. not sure if i should style my hair one last time tml .... since it will be gone anyway lol ... something i am surely going to miss ... styling my hair before poly days ... ended up late ... such a regular routine for me ...
will be around 2 weeks until i blog again
9:27 PM
